Thursday, July 1, 2010

- rabu -

olla bloggers....
lame dh xupdate...
berabuk dh blog nieh..
acctly ari2 pon mau update...
pk2.. olah2 ayt.. tmbh bunge sikit..
ble nk post jerw....
ermm... aaaa... uuuu...
xpyh lh...
mlas nk pk2..
mlas nk erm.. malas lah.. n xnk.. ;)

smlm ari yg paling trok.. not in mood..
mcm2 rase msok.. n sume nye xelok...
lastly tpon mr.h3art n nges puas2...
than lega.. thnk god still ade die dlm keadaan gnting nieh...
kalo lah xde die nk cte n nges kat sape??
awk yg bce tuh nk dgr ke luahan hati sy??
kalo dgr pon agak2 ape reaksi awk? ;)

bnyk yg terbuku dihati..
bnyk yg tersimpan di dada..
apa yg diharapkan seminggu yg lalu xb'erti..
rabu yg dinanti, yg diharapkan mempunyai seribu satu keajaiban yg membawa senyuman mnjadi rabu yg mngecewakan..
sehingga mnjadikan khamis dtng bersama tangisan...

tp xpe..
stahun yg lalu dh mnjadikan aku sbagai seorang yg kuat n tabah..
thnkz to my mentor..
he's the one whose reveal evrythng...
evrythng that i cant see with my own eyes..
acctly i can see it.. but i choose not to see it..
but when he come, attacking me with all the story, words n hope..
its like waking up from a nitemare..
n from that moment.. I've made my decision..

sometimes i do regret with my decision..
but sometimes im not..
bcoz all this things make me realize that evrythngs that happnd come with reason..

ok.. dh jauh mlalut..
tbe2 blank pule nk tlis ape.. huish nieh lah payah nye tulis tnpe prncngan..

p/s: run away is not an option, but facing u? also not an option to me.. sory~
p/s: entry nieh xdibuat ntok mntx simpati sesiapa!!! nk bce sile bce.. kalo x men jauh2..